Dear God

This is so strange

I never thought would fall in love with someone who I just met 2 years 5 months ago.This feeling does not fade slightest knick although he has tried to make me sick and he even want make me to be hate him. I never know why this could happen to me? Is it god has really want this feeling still exists or whether it just me who did not want to eliminate this feeling? 

Until this moment even though he's not mine anymore, this love will never disappear. Even if later we have found our soulmate. This is strange indeed that it whereas before I felt I also have had a relationship for more than 3 years,but the fact is not the same as this situation. I can not even afford to hate, insult, or trying to forget him.

if only you know that I'll always be there beside you even though you have often made ​​me cry because I felt the love that is in my heart. 

if only you know that in every prayer I always have your name, and 

I want always to make you happy even though you are no longer mine.

My Lord..... I will always grateful to you and I always begged you to keep giving me instructions for all the questions in my heart. Because You are the owner of the body and soul.

I will try the best and Let it GOD do the rest

I will always keep pray and fight in my life. What ever they said about me outside,only GOD who knows me so well. I will never surrender to do all the things that I really want it. Nevertheless only GOD and my parents who always stand behind me. I know isn't so easy to make all come true, after all the obstacle that I've been trough. It's hard for me to recovery my broken hearts after I tried to struggle to build my relationships. But I have to keep move on even its harder than keep standing alone by my self and to prove it that what they said in bad things all about me isn't true!!! 

You always on my mind

Unforgetable moments

My relationship

Relationship between Me n You....

We were first met when it was on October 2008 which is at one of Mall in Jakarta that nearby whit my campus. On that time we previously had a communications and knew each other by phone or sms. After one month knew each other, we decided to make a deep relationship and try to be a good couple by trust and understanding. So many obstacles that we face throughout our relationship until we are almost desperate to undergo this relationship. Every effort we try to maintain this relationship and we fight hard to defend it, because we know that we can not live without passion from both sides. Indeed God had ordained for us to meet and deal with all these obstacles. We know that isn't so easy to always be together and to maintain all our planned to become one planned. Because we know that every little planned that we make isn't necessarily in accordance with the God plans. We can only try to live what we live now and about destiny only Allah of the ruling.

Do You Know.......

When a woman says its "true love" meaning that she can give all what they have to give to beloved ones,
it could be there is nothing others people can be replace the one she loved,
its surely that she wants all the things from you "men"....
its not about the sacrifice you "men" give to her, and
in reality that she wants you become the last one,
it might be she wants you treat her, like the way you love your mother,next
She wants become the mother of your child,
She wants you to struggle to hold us until the end of the time but then
Once your broke her heart it will be difficult to grasp all the shattered glass that had been destroyed

Building a success person

A fairy tale

My Life......

I just need that might be someday will be a fairy tale which is have a happy ending

Every little steps i took...its only to make them proud of me!

But then.....They never understand me, or never try to understand me???

I just want to be a normal girl like others do.
They have their decision, their planned, their experienced, and all others things for their owned.